:Ranting beware:

Woot! A whole week off until next quarter!....well...if there is a next quarter. After being rejected from every possible known loan comapany and bank it was beginning to look as if my independance was going to be ripped from beneath my feet. No more college for 'manda. I was completely out of options. Loans are a freakin' pain!! They reject you, then give you no reason. And if they do give you a reason, it hardly makes sense sometimes. It's one of those: "Do you like messing with my dreams??" Honestly people. Anyways, it ended up to the point where I was trying to figure out where I was going to live and how I was going to get all of my crap out of the apartment.

But, in my bleakest hour my dear roommate gave me info to another bank. She's the most awesomest person in the world for taking time out of her busy (and I stress busy) schedule to gather me said information!

Due to her uber kindness I was finally able to get the loan. Now the only problem is...will the money make it into the bank before the fifth? It's driving me absolutely insane! I'm stressed out, because if it's a no go, then I gotta move back to my parents. I don't want to move back! I just got out! How aweful would it be to finally be able to step out and be your own independant person, living on your own, enjoying life (as much as you can with homework) and then having it suddenly torn away just because you can't get a stupid loan?

But, so far all is looking well....in that part of my life anyways. (Even though there's no celebrating 'til the money is in my bank. They could turn on me any moment! o___O they're like rabid dogs!)

But anyways, on top of that, turns out my parents are getting a divorce. The house will be foreclosed in a month, and my dog John Henry is knocking on deaths door. (He blew a disc in his back and now he can't walk and his bowels don't work. Might have to put him down.)Funny how one week can totally screw you over. But here I am.

I guess the one good thing that came out of this is that due to my stress I cooked a lot. Ended up making this really cool breakfast dish with Bulger and strawberries. >___> I need more strawberries.....

o___O strawberries make the world go round......>___O or that could be the spinny chair that I sit in when I eat them. >___< I dunno!